This place will be my own little small secret place to release my feeling?
I am not sure bout it, never know will anyone read this, but I don't mind really
Sometimes, its really hard for me keeping everything in mind, and remain silent.
Yes, I am a gay, I love men,but what can I do other than keeping this secret myself?
Strictly, it's not a secret, gay friends around me, some classmate, or maybe some relative knw
And of course, those guys who went through part of my life together with me as well...
Why am I always in this type of situation, as a third party of other ppl life..
Nt once, ot twice, but always, seem like what I don't like and accept always happen on me
Think for the other, I don't like ppl interrupt into my relationship.
BUT,what am I doing right now !? Teasing at myself, such a failure me..
Maybe yes, he just treat me as his sex pet, slave or maybe just sex buddies...
But I feel more sometimes, he concerned bout my feelings, he take care of me.
Am I doing the right things, are You doing the right things? Are we ?
